Black Orchid

I’ve finally had down time. After 3 weeks of always on the go. That would also mean that I’ve now got time to go in my head and process things.

I shoved everyone out, just be with myself in a different country and think. Such much fun! Good thing the ones that love and care for me understands this about me, so they don’t take it to heart. Lucky me!

Anyways, I realised that I love peace and softness. In people, in myself, in colors, arts, things, everything. I like the soft warm feeling that peace and softness radiate.

Imagine meeting a soft and peaceful person – these people tend to radiate an aura of safety and harmony. Being with them just calms you down. Being with them makes you feel safe. These wonderful human beings usually has very high level of compassion and empathy too. That’s nice.

Well, as an example – Yesterday I wrongly input the address to my hotel to the grab rider. I was repeatedly saying I’m sorry and he just said that it was okay in a soft tone and smiled – I felt good!

And then Imagine sleeping in a bed with soft comforter and peaceful room decor – you feel so good sleeping in it. Like you are in the sky and clouds is you blanket. When you wake up, the birds and sun greets you. So nice!

So I thought to myself, I used to think being soft and quite was holding me back but I don’t think that’s the case anymore. I’d like to better nurture the soft side of me and just embrace it. Radiate it freely for those who needs it.

That would also mean, I’d have to find softer company in life. Women, men doesn’t matter. Surround myself with soft but internally strong people. Be with them a lot and vibrate on a frequency that’s similar to them.